So now that As are FINALLY over, I won't be blogging much. HAHA. Sounds puzzling, but that's cause I've found better things to do, like reading Suju fanfic! XD
When my fan addiction has been gotten over after it's hurt me just like my obsession with MCR and A7X have, then perhaps I'll consider returning. XD But for now, it's lj atw! Btw, don't go look at it cause it's smutsmutsmut slash writing. XD

In Oxford, found accomodation after 2 hours of wandering. God... Yeah I'm in London. On Vacay. Hahaha. Forgot to mention that little detail. Will be writing fic when I return!

I went on myspace suddenly today for the first time in more than a year. And I realised I miss ALL my online friends so badly, and the times we shared. As well as the life I had and the person I as back then, bad as it was. But I guess we all move on; this will be a sweet memory for me forever. <3

I love SH.
<3

xoxo
Bex

I haven't been blogging due to lack of inspiration, life and botherness, if there's such a word. But on prompt from Chewy, I will. I also have something to say:

I really don't like people saying the banal YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!DSJHFKSG

It's sweet and all, cause they bother to wish luck for As. But of course I can bloody do it. Even if I can't, I HAVE to, or I wouldn't be paying 200 just NOT to do it. And we've been preparing for years. The question is, just how well we can do it. I'm not nervous or scared anymore. Just tired. I want this to end. I don't think I can prepare anymore. Everything boils down to next week, and cramming in the last few days feels like meaningless. Though obviously people'll tell me it won't be, and I need all the time I can get, I just feel that way. Apathetic, tired, tired, and really tired.

Aigo... Must study.

And one more thing. I hate Eudora. Tada! No anonymity, no masking, NOTHING. And I'm not afraid of saying anything, cause I know everyone who's anyone agrees with me. I have the amount of her friends sevenfold. She's also a delusional bitch, who's a little too arrogant for my liking. I made her cry once, and damned if I don't get to do it again, just cause it'll be so fun to watch. (:

xoxo
Bex

PS: YeWon ftw!

I just realised what a disgusting jerk you are. A serious low down fucking asshole who doesn't know how to think of others.


And I'm mortified I ever thought otherwise.

xoxo
Bex

NOTHING TO SAY NOWADAYS, AM STRESSED AND BUSY. I HAVE INSOMNIA NOW. DX
But I love:

1)SH
2)Mousehunt!
3)ARASHI! <3

XD

xoxo
Bex

I hope I have found permanence at last.
After being beaten by derision and caprice.

I want permanence now.
Cause it never felt so good. (:

xoxo
Bex

Aunty Pam gave me an amethyst ring with a lip gloss well today! Plus two refills and two mini tubes of Bobbi Brown lip gloss! She didn't use them yet so I'm lucky and happy. XD Spent the late afternoon with SH, and I realised I really love him so much! It hurts to part, and I'm totally serious. DX I love spending time with him, and I treasure every moment. <3333333333333333

Friday I went to his house, and pretended to be "Mary Ng", Ruth's friend when his parental units came home. HAHAHA GOD SO SCARY. And today in church I almost got recognised! WORSE STILL, despite my efforts to stay inconspicuous, SH's father kept talking about Marymarymary! WTH MAN. Lazy to go into details, feel really tired nowadays. Had a full scale meltdown on Saturday over a little thing; being late for church. O.o God, give me peace.

xoxo
Bex

I went shopping with sis at Far East Plaza and HAD AN AWESOME TIME! HERE'S WHAT WE BOUGHT.

1)Pumps - Sis
2)Shoes - Me
3)Tights and belt - Sis
4)Set of PRETTY bangles - Sis and I
5)Gloss from Etude House

I think the last purchase was the most satisfying, even though I did it for two free gifts, one of which was cotton pads. -.- Nothing like a last minute euphoria of the day! XDDDDDDDDDDDD SO HAPPY although I would've been happier if I had gotten a top/dress too. HAHAHAHAH YEY I'M SO HAPPY JUST STARING AT MY BAGS FULL OF LOOT! Although I totally know this isn't the time. DON'T JUDGE ME NOW BAWWWWWWWLLLLL!

I AM HAPPY.

xoxo
Bex

Singapore's so dumb, racing a porche vs boeing. DON'T THEY HAVE ANYTHING ELSE TO DO WITH THE MONEY, THE PLANE AND THE CAR??

Next thing you know, there'll be crab races.

xoxo
Bex

God, first time blogging in SO LONG. I have a few things to say.

1)Bad prelim marks DAMNIT
2)Room smells of Italian Dressing. Bugger.
3)Monthly anniversaries are so uneventful
4)Painful facial today and insufficient massage
5)I need to pee

Okay maybe you didn't need to know the last one, but I wanted to get the NO HOLDS BARRED point across. Not going to school or seeing anyone, for that matter, for the next few days until I start looking human again, thanks to the facial. Always hurts AND deforms. O.o And possibly going to Suki with mum and sis for lunch tomorrow! So much for the diet. I will post what I ate today to make a public pig of myself. DX

Sausage and tea in the morning
Sausage egg macmuffin, milo and hashbrown
A cheese sausage forced upon me
Bubbletea
Fries, chicken and salad for dinner
More fries.

GOD HOW UNHEALTHY. AND WHAT'S WITH ALL THE SAUSAGES!!!!! It's a rare occurence, I swear!

Watched an awesome Ed Byrne video in lit on Ironic by Alanis Morrissette where he slimes her. HAHAHAHA it's really fab GO LOOK!

Ohh, I love mousehunt now. XD SO FUN. Especially cause of the 10k boost from Haniel. LOVELY BOY. <3

The pig of my life drove the whole of today and turned in early so I didn't get to talk with him today. DX Contemplating being mad but it's irrational cause it's not his fault, and I'm bad at carrying on a tantrum overnight. HAHA oh well. XD

xoxo
Bex

GOD, I HATE HOW THE AD BANNER ADVERTISING THE STRATEGY GAME "EVONY" IS 80% TAKEN UP EITHER BY A PICTURE OF SOME HALF NAKED WOMAN WITH AN ORGASMIC FACE AND TITS SPILLING OUT OF HER DRESS, OR THIS WOMAN IN LINGERIE LYING DOWN (CLEAVAGE GALORE) WITH WORDS "PLAY NOW, MY LORD FLOATING NEXT TO HER. CAN YOU SAY "PORN-LIKE SUBMISSIVE EVERY-GUY'S-FANTASY DICTION?? AND IT'S EVERY-FUCKING-WHERE. GOD I'M SO GROSSED OUT.

AND IT'S EVERYWHERE. HAVE THE ADVERTISERS NO SENSE OF SHAME, MODESTY OR RELEVANCE??

OH AND LOOK, THERE'S A NEW BANNER YET!

I also read this. Really insightful. GO READ IT EVERYONE!
Barack Obama's change: Intolerance

xoxo
Bex